yy wants me to go and support her at her bowling competition on saturday. i said yes immediately, and it made her very happy. it made me happy too, and thankful, because i have never needed this more. i guess sometimes it takes something drastic to make me realize that here is someone who wants me to love her and whom i have neglected for far too long.

maybe that's why people have children. because God gave us so much love that we need to find a channel to express it. and children are like the default sinks for love.