got a good reminder today about how sometimes it's so pointless to try and be in control of our lives, because we have a God who is greater than all that, who gives, and takes away. but also a God who, above all that, knows us and loves us more than anyone else can.

and i know now what has been missing from my life, and how God had to take away something i treasured so much to make me realize there was something so much better.


in other news, i think i did pretty well at badminton today considering how sore i was from yesterday's session at church. managed to hold off tianli almost all the way, before he beat me 15-13. happy! of course it was half-court lah -- full court and i'd have just died.

and faye is now officially my no. 1 badminton partner. eh dun say i never give you recognition ok. these things are not easy to achieve!