relief... i had never known that this innocent word could result in such excruciating pain.
to j, and to c, i am so sorry. i could hear your hearts break but i chose to put on earmuffs because i was in love... but now i can't shut out that very same sound in my own heart.
my friends have told me, at various times last year, that they had never seen me so happy before. it really was true you know. but now that's no more, and for the first time in my life, i'm left with a horrible, paralyzing fear of ever falling in love again.
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3 comments:
don't be afraid of loving someone. falling in love makes you discover parts of yourself, makes you realize just how wonderful life can be, its like watching tv with lots of static and suddenly you get crystal clear high definition.
and even though its ended now, there are things to take away from the love you gave and the love you received.
and then next time you'll be better, stronger. a constant evolution until we meet the "forever and ever" soulmate destined for each and everyone of us.
This quote really helped me through when i was utterly miserable.
“As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take a lot of pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.”
just keep your heads up ok
We never know how much we love someone until we lose them. In a way it is a poignant feeling of the love that once was. Hope u can move on and look back on it fondly one day.
thank you.
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