first thought, "what was it that made you change so quickly into someone else? i feel like i barely know this person now."

second thought, "maybe you were like this all along, but i just couldn't/wouldn't see."

third, "what's wrong with any of that? doesn't everyone change? and isn't everyone blind once in awhile?"



in other news, arissa, we are proud of you! 21.4 yrs old already and still so naive and gullible! :) or maybe you knew it and you were just pretending to be surprised. :(