jade

so many people i know get jaded when they fall out of love, swearing that they will protect themselves more next time, and that they won't give so much of themselves to the next partner that comes along. i used to be horrified at that thought, and i'd always try to counsel whoever it is that it's pointless to hold back love because that's what God put us on this Earth to do. love is what we're made of.

and thankfully, i'm still horrified by that thought. even after my third (and hopefully last) breakup, i still want to give all that i can to the girl i love, just so i can see her smile. it's been 5 months now of singlehood, and i think the weariness from the previous relationship has finally (and completely) worn off. i feel alive again!

and i want to thank you, you, and you, and mraz, for making it possible. :)