risk management

quite painful to witness actually, despite the brave fronts. but then you paint rainbows in my head and i can imagine that everything is ok.

in other news, i get the 3rd floor bedroom! with the piano! and all because some dude says that the piano will fall apart if we so much as move it an inch from its current position. well, i think it's going to be good though, cos i really really wanna learn how to play jazz, or at least my own songs! and this also means that i get to look out the front of the house instead of the back, which is refreshing.

i want to paint my room /pls /pls. more than 1 colour.