Tuesday, November 20, 2007

back in new york city!

just came to nyc for my 3/4 review, and boy do i miss this place! i wonder what i miss though... perhaps it's the creativity of the buskers all over the place, or the bright lights, or maybe just the frenzied energy of this city that makes such a stark contrast with my beloved un-happening ithaca!

can't wait to see yongchuan again too, it's been so long since i last saw him, and sometimes it just seems so sad cos i feel like everytime people relocate or begin new phases in life, friendships inevitably suffer. and it doesn't help that i'm not really a very good maintainer of friendships in the first place!

but even as i regret the diminishing of my existing friendships, it's also so exciting to be making new friends! like my new housemates, like the freshies, like the fcs people... and all this even though i always thought that i wouldn't be able to relate to anyone cos i'm a fifth year student (as if retained like that...like sec 5 student) and everyone is like SO YOUNG compared to me. well... not actually lah. i still feel pretty young, even though it seems like everyday i'm faced with increasingly "real life" situations which demand that i grow up and stop assuming that as long as i'm a student, i don't have to think of anything else besides being a student.

i wanna write more songs! more more more!

No comments: