talked to c again yesterday. it's a strange feeling, when after a long period of hostility/awkwardness/avoidance, two people decide that hey, it's possible to be friends again. reminds me of how i became friends with kay again... it's like, we know almost everything there is to know about each other -- our faults, our strengths, our quirks -- but there's no emotional baggage, no expectations, just simple friendship. at least that's how it is on the surface... i don't know how she feels about all this cos i'm still banned from her blog, but it does seem to me like everything's fine now. :)

and it makes me very happy because in my whole life, she's the person (besides my family) that i have shared the most with, and we've been through so many ups and downs that everything else seems rather tame in comparison.

oh well. don't know what i'm really trying to say but i guess life is wonderful like that -- you never know what to expect! things happen and sometimes all we can do is hang on and see where the current takes us.