do i wish nothing ever happened?

when something good becomes something bad, we often come to a point where we go, "i wish it never happened... life was fine before, why did i have to become very happy only to become even sadder now?" but somehow, i don't find myself asking that question. of course, it could well be that worse is yet to come -- kind of like how you've just capsized in a stormy sea but you're not drowning yet? i don't know.

right now though, it seems as if life can be straightened out, if we all want it to be. but i guess that's the hard part right?

there are so many OBVIOUS things i can do, but of course "obvious" seldom ever equates to "easy"...