this is one of the times i wish i didn't let so many people see my blog. there were so many things going through my mind from the end of vday yesterday to the moment i woke up, and after i called kay to wish her a safe journey back to australia and found out she had left already. i created a blog so that at times like these, when i simply have to write down my thoughts, i can just click on a link to quench this urge and let go of all my pent up feelings. but then now i worry that people would read this and start .... oh well, nvm.

i hope vday was a happy day for most people this year. for me, vday was like a dream. in dreams you think that everything is possible.....even the things that you know aren't.