feeling lazy still..... i'm in my computer lab and i don't want to go back to building my model! i think this valentines day thingy is make me rather distracted about things.... i used to treat valentines day as a kind of game, a novel occasion, back when i was single and everyone around me was just a friend. while others eagerly expected bouquets or panicked over presents, i drifted through this day like a happy little butterfly, flitting around the meadows and enjoying the company of my friends (mostly guys in secondary sch and mostly girls in jc :P).

now it's a little different though. since i got attached, valentines day has gained a new meaning, and although this valentines day is going to be, for me, slightly different from last year's, it has become very significant. thinking about it puts me through a slew of emotions, not exactly pleasant, but not exactly unhappy either. more of anticipation, with a slight dose of.... well i dunno.

when i drew that double heart in the snow last night, i remembered that if this happened last year, it would have contained two different footprints instead of one.

i hope someone finds love this valentines day. i hope someone plucks up enough courage to make someone else really happy and really touched. well, no matter what happens i will never be jaded about love. it's a magical thing. it makes butterflies flutter in your stomach. it makes you heady with joy. it makes everything else matter a little less.

ok back to work :)


cheers,
kenneth