My Favourite Addiction

wrote this today, over gunbound and msn and dinner...

My Favourite Addiction
I see you walking in the night
And I'm not putting up a fight
Oh won't you take me
I let you in

I let you inside
But there are shadows in the dark
I think I'm weak I think I'm scared
But I don't care

I see you dancing in my eyes
I feel you tearing up my mind
And then you rock me into sleep
You know I'm crying out inside
But you don't need to sympathise
Oh don't you ever realize
That you're my favourite addiction

But you don't know and you don't care
You close your eyes and I'm not there
I hear your laughter in my dreams
I feel your fire in my sleep

But I'm awake and I'm alone
It's all in vain I know I'm wrong
But I'll keep on trying
I'll keep on lying

I see you running in my head
I feel you turning in my breath
And then you rock me into sleep
You know I'm crying out inside
But you don't need to sympathise
Oh don't you ever realize
That you're my favourite addiction

And I won't stop and I won't cease
You're in my head like some disease
Do I need to find a cure
Or does it matter anymore

You say you need me to survive
You say I'm keeping you alive
But then you leave me out to dry
You know I'm burning up inside
But you don't need to sympathize
Oh don't you ever realize
That you're my favourite addiction