i wish...

...that you were the one who broke my heart.
...that i could be the one who says, "i wish you all the best with him".
...that you can look past what i have to do.
...that you could hate me.
...that i was braver.
...that i could punish myself.
...that i didn't have to wish.

but most of all, i pray you'll be vee vee happi, somehow.

3/1 - 3/28, 4 wks of happi.