dear diary

bought a sketchbook today -- and for a very brief moment remembered that i was once an architect (sort of).

well, tomorrow i'll be choosing for myself a new guitar, and hopefully jumping onto a brand new bandwagon!

which reminds me, i actually really like to go out with my sis -- too bad it doesn't happen much these days... :( oh well, guitar-shopping is a start!

oh and something i realized about myself recently -- i don't want a rich gf/wife, i don't want to be rich, i don't really want kids and i don't really want to be successful the way i've always envisioned success to be. how? no one's gonna want me.

i also really need to cut my left fingernails. and listen to my newfound chinese song collection.