I'm currently at a loss for words because there's things happening in my life right now that i hardly dare to talk about, or think about.  It's exhilarating and frightening all at once, and i've never felt so unprepared to deal with something like this before.  everytime i want to blog, i stare at the screen and edit out all my sentences before they even reach my fingers.... some things are just too hard to face, especially when there's so much at stake and when nothing's certain at all.
 
Hmm.... some things are best discussed in retrospect. :)