it sucks when i have to tell myself: THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO, or, PUT THIS OUT OF YOUR MIND.

it makes me feel like i'm not really in control, like there's something in me that keeps straying, that has to be kept in check constantly. someone said to me before i came back to singapore: won't you get reminded of her, being in singapore and all? my answer, then, was no. well.

i need to be busy this summer.... wrote half a song and got distracted, hope i can remember it when i get back to it. it's written for the people who don't know how much effect they have on others, who touch those around them and then move on, clueless to the lives they have changed.